Just found myself scratching an insect bite on my right elbow — now find myself worriedly wondering if it was a bedbug or not. I imagine I would have noticed it earlier, though, if I had sustained it overnight; wouldn’t I have noticed it during the morning? I don’t see anything substantially raised in the area, though — perhaps I’m worried about nothing.
I’ve been dealing with things okay over the past few days, but I’ve been finding a rather terrifying imaginary moment popping into my head — unpacking in my new apartment, or being in my new apartment, and seeing a bedbug appear. I know that one of the things I need to work on is not anticipating bad situations that may never occur, but then again, shouldn’t I have a contingency plan ready for this sort of situation?
I don’t know, I’m finding my alternate sides warring on this issue. I suppose I need to devote some thought to it.
